i cry in the corner
all i see is dark
i'm still
i don't want to open my eyes

i hate my time spent on the world
sometimes i just want to close my eyes
and forget

something is in front of me
i'm afraid to look
it has no meaning to me
and yet...
i'm drawn to it and it's abilities

my future is drawing near
i'm so scared to face it
but here
is my date with destiny

~melinda